Author: midorinohime
Rate: K+
Genre: Romance
Fandom: DaraGonPairing: Dara Park & GDragon
Status: ONESHOT (Complete)
Dedicated to: Emz-unnie
DOUBTS, JEALOUSY, and TRUE LOVE
midorinohime
A/N: This is dedicated to Emz-unnie, who is so upset because of a certain incident, and also for the Applers who are somehow disheartened with the "INDIRECT KISS".-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=
They are all so bubbly and perky this week. Well, they always have been like this, you know.And to tell you the truth, everyone here at YG Entertainment are anything but gloomy and sad. Yes, it is just normal to see artists from this particular company fooling around and driving everyone at their wits end. Even other artists from other companies see how carefree and child-like everyone is.
Only, today was a bit different. Yes, everybody are still in their usual out of the world dorkiness and gaiety but this time it is somehow a BIT exaggerated. Everyone is feeling the tension emitting from the love birds of this amazing family.
The brown-haired girl, sporting an apple hairstyle, was UNUSUALLY quiet today.But she tries her best not to look like she's not affected about the recent talk of the entertainment industry. She is often seen smiling and laughing just like any other day at YGE, adding some funny comments and helping her sister Park Bom in teasing Seungri about his stage performances. However, as much as she wants everyone to not worry about what she feels right now, somehow, somewhere at the back of their minds, they know that there is an inner battle she's trying to win against herself.
She is always with Park Bom making it hard for a certain guy, who is slowly going crazy with the silent treatment he has been receiving from his butterfly, to get close to her. He had tried several times but to his frustration, the girls just shooed him away. So here he is, sighing heavily as he watches her every move at the other end of the lounge.
She would not really think it's what he had wanted to do, right? He asked himself. It did not even touch her face. Why did I even agreed to the PD? Ugh! Now I am totally screwed! She would not even look at me.
"Hyung, it's okay. Surely, Noona understands you..." came the assurance of their Maknae.
"I hope so... I just hope she really does..."
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She discretely watches him with her peripheral vision, careful not to get caught by her park sister and the girls. They wanted to teach her boyfriend the lesson he deserves for acting so thoughtlessly. At first, she refused to cooperate and decided to give her all out support to him. Although she read some positive comments about the CUTE younger girl dating him.
"Uwa! They look so cute together!"
"They make a beautiful couple!"
She still stood her ground of not making a big deal out of it. She had continued reading the comments from the fans and somehow wished that she should have not done so. But remembering the rest of the comments she had read from the Internet made her doubt his intentions.
"Was it G-Dragon's answer to the recent confession someone had made?"
"Poor Dara, she must be hurting like crazy right now being rejected."
"Of course, Jiyong would choose someone younger and more fresh than the other one who confessed.."[/color]
Some comments are subtle but some are directly saying how they pity her and her rejection. She wanted to scream and yell at them. She wanted to reveal to all of them what truly is the score between this Kwon Leadah and her. But she held herself, and decided to just keep her mouth shut. It would not really help their case. Instead of accepting them, like what had happened during her confession, all those positive response from them, instead of giving them their blessings, if she'd do something rush like this, they might turn their back and not support both of them anymore. Yes, some are so eager for them to reveal their relationship. But it is not yet time and somehow this incident made her heart tremble. They have not shared this to their beloved fans yet. But here, they are already having this problem. She saw how the hopes of their supporters crumble and shadows of doubts were casted on their minds.
"Maybe, they are not really together...
Others say, "That's what you get from being so delusional."
They had been so good in keeping our secret yet here they are being mocked because of what her boyfriend had recklessly done.
So she asks herself, was it really just an act? Or he really meant to do it?
Her mind was in total chaos that she does not know what to think anymore, she does not even want to think anymore. If she could just lock herself up in her room and not come out because of the humiliation she feels for herself and shame she feels for not being able to let the applers know what really is happening, making them sad and disappointed.
"Unnie, do you want to go with us? Young Bae oppa called and invited us to have dinner outside." Minzy ask, through the slightly open bedroom door. She did not go inside but just peeked inside.
She smiled, but it did not reach her eyes. Once, twice, she shook her head, showing the younger lady that she does not want to go with them. She does not have an appetite to eat anything, plus HE might be there. She feels like she is not ready yet to face him and talk to him.
"No, Mingkki. I'll stay at home. I am a bit sleepy so I'll take a quick nap." Minzy looked so sad to hear her answer that she added, "But do buy me some foods you will have there. Let's eat later once I woke up, Nae?"
Minzy nodded enthusiastically. "Yes, unnie. We'll go ahead!"
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It had exactly been thirty minutes since the girls left. She had been staring at the computer right across the bed and thinking of looking at what the people think about it now that it has already been two days.
She was kind of hoping that the issue had already died down.
No, if she would turn her computer on, she might feel more depressed than she already feels.
Two minutes...
Five minutes...
Eight...
Nine...
Another ten minutes had passed and she could not stop herself anymore.
"G-Dragon Surprises F(x)'s Sulli"
She saw the article really fast since it has been in one of the most read articles even after two days.
Same depressing comments were there. GD and Sulli looking good together as a couple, Dara being pitiable and such making her feel jealous and miserable as the same time. As much as she wanted to throw her chair at her computer, she just could not stop from reading all teh people are saying about this incident and there...
Just as she was about to stop and just close the site..there she saw something that made her stop.
"I hate G-Dragon!"
"Why is he doing this?! Doesn't he know how much this would hurt his baby girl?!!!"
"How arrogant can he be?"
"He does not deserve Dara's affection!"
Oh my God. This is not happening!
She saw how the fans comments started from stating their dislike of how Jiyong had acted to how they hated him for doing so and to them disapproving him being her boyfriend.
"Tell me, this isn't happening..." I murmured to myself. If Jiyong would read these comments he'd surely be hurt. Jiyong was never an arrogant guy. He's down to earth and shy, very opposite to being known as a dragon.
No, he is totally not what they are assuming he is. He'd never...
Dara bit her lower lip as she fought the tears from flowing down freely from her brown eyes. How could she be so selfish, thinking only of her own suffering and not asking her boyfriend how he handles the situation?
Why did she doubt him? Of all people, she's the one who knows him really well. But she had doubted him. And pushed him away from her.
He would never ever do something that would hurt me. If ever he did, it's either he's forced to do so or he's already feeling so guilty.
She quickle left her sit and rushed out of the room to go out and see the others. Surely he's there. They have to talk.
She opened their apartment's door, and was about to rush out, when a guy standing at their doorway turned, his back towards her. Hearing the sudden sound of the apartmet's door opening, the guy whirled around to see who had just opened the door.
They stood their just staring at each other, not saying any word. Her tears bluring her vision. "Ji..."
"Jagiya... Mianhe. I, you.. the interview... it's.." he stuttered, as he saw me crying, but was surprised as she threw herself to him, laughing wgile crying at the same time.
"No, you don't have to explain, baby. It's fine. I understand." she whispered as his arms hugged her back. "I understand everything now."
"Thank you..." he said, finally. He was able to breathe without worrying. The heavy feeling he had been carrying around for two days had finally been lifted. Just like that.
She does not need any explanations. It does not matter anymore. She knows he is hers and hers alone.
He does not need to stutter and express how all is just an act, for he knows, after all that had happened, he believes that she understands. And she really did.
The girl then broke away from the guys tight embrace and looked up at him, with her wet lashes.
"She's cute, huh?" she asked, raising an eyebrow at him.
He chuckled lightly hearing the teasing tone of his girlfriend. "Of course, she is." earning a playful glare from his Santokki. "But you know, she's only cute, well let me correct myself. She certainly very cute."
Dara then hit his tummy lightly and acted as if she'd go back inside the dorm. "BUT..." he started as he stopped her, holding her hand, "Sandara Park's the cutest! No one can win against her, you know." He whirled her around for her to face him. "And I am soo happy that she is mine."
There are times that relationships just had to undergo trials. Relationships sometimes would definitely be invaded by doubts, jealousy and anger but you know as long as there is love, and you know how TRUE it is, you're heart will never falter. It would continue to beat and believe and wait for the right time.
Yes, wait for the right time... dara. It's now less than two years...
You'll be able to scream and tell the world that the Kwon leadah, the only G-Dragon...
Kwon Jiyong is just yours... and yours to keep...
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