Author: midorinohime
Fandom: DaraGon
Pairing: Dara Park and Gdragon
Status: On-Going
Haven't Met You Yet
Chapter 15
Jiyong Who?Past 2005
“I am constantly searching, and I realized that the woman I have been looking for, the woman I want to be with… I really would not be able to find in my own time. For here in the past, she’s waiting. I just haven’t met her yet that time and my heart longs for her…”
“For You…”
Did he really say it right? Did he really say ‘for me’?
“How can you be so sure that it’s me? You’ve only started being so nice to me these past days. It’s either you keep bothering me, irritating me or avoiding me. I don’t really feel what you’re telling me, except today of course. You’re different today…”
He gave me this breathtaking smile. “Well, to be honest with you, I was purposely bothering and irritating you. To keep your mind from thinking too much of what happened to you. To distract you. I promised your mother to help you get over it and I can tell that you are slowly forgetting it.”
“Then why did you avoid me then?”
“I told you that I was hurt but thinking back to what really happened I must say that I was protecting myself.”
“What do you mean?” my voice sounded so it irritated. Is he implying that I am dangerous?!
“Don’t be angry lil bunny.” He pinched my nose lightly and I pouted at him in return. “I’m afraid to admit that I am slowly seeing you as more than a friend. Your family would always tease me whenever you are not around. They say I am so anxious, that I am always looking for you. Especially that little devil of a brother. He never stops teasing me. Even when you’re around, he would give me this knowing smirk. I was not protecting myself from you.”
“Then what do you mean by that?”
“Ahhh. Santokki, are you that slow?” he taunted me.
“Yah!” he laughed clutching his side.
“I was making myself believe that you are just a friend or someone who needed help. I was terrified of the consequences it might bring me once I tell you how I feel.”
“Like what consequences?” I kept asking questions. I have so much in my mind right now. His revelations, confessions. Should I believe him?
“What if you reject me? I have never been rejected.” I snorted at that. You are not so cocky, are you? But he ignored my reaction. “What if it’s just an infatuation? What if the real girl my heart longs for is not really you? I have to break up with you then to be with her and the last thing I would want to happen is to hurt you. No, I’d never want to see you hurt. I’ve hurt so many girls in my life that I am so cautious to whom I will associate with.
“The greatest thing I was considering is I am not from this time. What if suddenly I went back in my own time? I would certainly hurt you f I leave you behind. So many questions, so many doubts, so many things to consider. But in the end, I thought, that fateful night, if I did not allow whatever power that’s pulling me to you to succeed, will I still be sent here? What if I chose not to give in? Maybe I’d still be there in my own time, partying away with my friends, all day, all night.
“So with that in mind, I came to a conclusion that maybe, if I willed myself to stay here… with you… Maybe… there’s a chance that fate would let me be here. Stay here.”
“And because of that you decided to take your chances in telling me now what you feel?” he nodded. But what does he really feel for me? He just said that I am the girl he had been searching for yet I don’t want to assume that he’s saying that he loves me. “You said, you decided to admit what you feel for me? But what? What do you really feel about me?”
“I lo--,” It happened so fast. He pulled away his hands from holding mine and brought it to his head. “Why? Are you okay?”
“Yes, it’s nothing.” He shook his head lightly then smiled at me, as if nothing happened. “No more.” He said with his goofy grin. I breathed a sigh of relief.
“You got me worried there.”
But then the pain attacked him again and this time he’s trying not to scream in pain. He’s pulling his hair a bit and biting his lower lip.
“Jiyong… are you okay?”
“Ugh… It hurts…”
“What’s happening to you?” I was already in panic mode. This is the first time I saw him being like this. “Yah! Are you just kidding around? Stop it already.” I demanded, crossing my hands in front of me. But he continued to grunt in pain. “Hey… don’t scare me Ji…”
He’s not even saying anything. He continued to squirm and to twist his body. “San—“
“Oh God! Are you really?" what should I do? What should I do? He's in pain. Pain. That's it. "Just a second, I’ll get you a pain reliever.”
I quickly strode to the kitchen where our medicine cabinet is. I took the whole bottle of pain reliever and got a glass of water for him too. “Here you go…” I assisted him in taking the medicine. ”I think you should take a rest now.”
I glanced at my wrist watch and saw that it’s already 2:30 in the morning. I think the pain had somehow subsided. I reached for the throw pillow and put it at the end of the sofa. “Lie down, Ji… Take a rest for now. I said, smoothing his brow.”
“Sandara…”
“No. No. let’s talk tomorrow. Okay? It’s not like we’re not going to see each other tomorrow.” I pulled the blanket over him. Should I? I hesitated but As I saw how his forehead creased because of pain… “Good night, ji…”
I bestowed a light kiss upon his forehead and brushed my hands on his hair. “Take a good rest, I’ll see you tomorrow.”
He murmured something I could not quite hear clearly but I still smiled at him, held my hand. Then he closed his eyes.
I opened my palm and saw that he gave me a white bunny pin. “Keep it tokki…”
“Stop. Go sleep now or else.” He smiled weakly at me with his eyes still closed.
I should leave him.
I went to my own room pondering about the things that he said.
I know that I also see him as someone special yet I have to make sure if he’s really serious about all the things he’s said.
I have to make a plan to know if it is really.
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“Noona…” Sanghyun woke me up early this morning.“Cheondoong.. it’s still so early…”
“Noona.. You’ll go to YGE today right?”
“Yes, but it’s still early... I slept late last night.”
“Who told you to watch movie ‘till the wee hours of the morning. If you don’t want to be late on your first appointment with YG, jump into the shower, as in now.”
“What time is it?” I asked as I sat up suddenly hearing the words Appointment, Late and YG at the same time.
“For your information big sis you only have twenty minutes left. “
“Oh my God! Why did you not wake me up early?!” I grabbed my towel and locked myself in the bathroom and started taking a bath, muttering about useless brother and sister, might be late and did not have breakfast yet.
I heard Sanghyun chuckled just outside the bathroom. “I did! I was trying to wake you up for almost one hour already. Ask Durami, she already cooked breakfast for us.”
I wanted to enjoy the warm shower yet I could not since I am in haste. “Good. Tell her to just pack up my breakfast and I’ll eat on my way to YG building. Oh and give Jiyong his breakfast too. He’s not feeling that well last night.”
Sanghyun did not answer. I thought he already went out to do as I told him but I was wrong. He’s still outside my bathroom.
“Jiyong? Jiyong who?”
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Author's Note:
Oooohhh... bwahahaha. Will update again tomorrow. :))
<3 midori
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