PHOTO
by: midorinohime
by midorinohime
A flashback..."Unnie I can't believe you did that to Oppa! How could you?!" CL shouted at me. I wanted so much to tell her that if I had a choice I would not do it. How could I do that? I don't know. It required all my will pwer to even say that I don't love him anymore staright in the eye. No, I almost died when I told him I did not even truly loved him at all. The pain in his eyes, the feeling of betrayal he might have felt, I don't know how I managed to take it all in without breaking down myself.
I turned my back on her afraid to say anything that might blow up my cover.
"Because he's just one of the games I grow tired of playing. That's how life goes, Chaerin. If you won't play the game, you'll be the one who'll be played."
"We know how much you've been hurt before, but Jiyong Oppa is different! We thought you are an angel, a frail butterfly but look what you have done! You've let Jiyong Oppa suffer!"
"Chaerin-ah... that's enough." Bom tried to calm down the girl, pulling her towards her, hugging her and smoothing her blond hair. "Dara, can you see what you've ruined? Do you want to ruin 2ne1 too? If you don't want to be with him anymore, why did not you just tell him right away? You even purposely let him see you kissing and flirting with another guy. Now, people are even saying that Jiyong raised his hand on you... amazing! Just amazing. Who's next Dara? Who else would you want to play with? Huh?"
"It depends, if they are worth my time." Dara gave her one last look before going inside her room. As soon as she's inside her quarters, tears freely fall from her brown orbs. "I am sorry I have to do this."
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She opened her cabinet and went towards her bed. She bent down to get her suit case and grabbed all the clothes she can reach in her cabinet. Dresses, Pants, everything. She scrambled towards her desk and got her personal belongings and important papers and cards.She waited 'till all the girls are finally sleeping. She can't let anyone see where she's going. She does not want them to suffer anymore just because of seeing her.
Finally, she's sure that all of them are sleeping peacefully, she wanted to see them for the last time or maybe leave a note to apologize yet she could not.
That girl would let them be. SHE's that evil.
SHE wanted Jiyong. SHE wanted her to leave Jiyong and Knowing how much Jiyong loves her, he would let her go just that easily so she decided to put her acting skills on the move.
Dara will never regret it. She could take all the hate messages by the fans with her head held high but the hate of the girls, no. She had thought that they know her better than that. And that no matter what happens or no matter what she'd say, they would still believe that she is not like what she is pretending to be.
Perhaps, she had develop her acting skills to the point that they don't know what is a plain acting and not?
She silently tiptoed out of the apartment. She would not take anything except clothes and personal belongings. Even the car Jiyong gave her. She would not take it.
She left, hailing a cab to one of the hotels in Gyeongju.
She does not plan on going back anymore. She would make sure that Jiyong, bigbang and the girls are okay and won't be harmed by that Girl.
"Here sir, thank you." she bowed before stepping out of the cab. she put on her muffler, her hoodie and shades to cover up her face.
Hopefully no one knows her here. She does not want anybody to see her or to recognize her.
"Good evening ma'am." the receptionist greeted me with a warm smile. I bet she would not once she finds out that she's dara.
"Good evening, room for one person please?" i politely asked.
"How long will you stay, ma'am?" she asked while typing something on her computer. Probably looking for an available room.
"I am not sure yet. Maybe, I'll just get the longtime stay room if you have."
"Sure ma'am here's your card and... wait a second." she called someone and asked him to carry my luggage and suit cases to my room. "It's in room 4010. Thank you for choosing us."
The elderly guy followed her to the elevator with her suit cases. "Do you want me to help you sir?"
"No, ma'am it's okay." the elevator ride was just short for it did not stop to any floors before her.
The room was just a few steps from the elevator so they did not have a hard time looking for it. She gave the elder a tip for bringing her things and bowed.
"Thank you, ma'am." she smiled at him but of course she covered her face so much that the man would not really see her first genuine smile of the day.
She went inside the room. Everything she needed was already provided. There is a mini kitchen a bathroom too.
it was small but convenient so it does not matter.
The bedroom on the other hand is spacious. The queen-sized bed in between two bedside tables with lampshades on it looks so majestic. The curtains were drawn revealing the starless night sky through the glass window. In front of the bed was a TV set, complete with stereo and DVD player. At the corner near the window there is a computer where she can access the internet.
Dara removed her muffler and shades. "Hwaiting, Dara-yah! You can do it!" she cheered herself up just like what Jiyong usually does whenever she'd cry because of her weakness as aperformer.
"Hwai-..." she slumped down on the floor, beside her suit cases. "Ji..." she cried helplessly, alone and brokenhearted.
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